I’ve kept my spirits up as much as possible today, and I think I’ve done a pretty good job. Today would have been my due date with our first “angel” bean. It’s hard to think about even now with this beautiful child moving about my abdomen. It’s difficult to explain how one feels when they’re happily and safely pregnant with a child after they lost another.
I wonder if that baby was a boy or a girl. While it makes no difference it would have been nice to know. I will keep that child in my heart forever, even after the birth of this little one. Somehow, time flew by and this date came fast, which probably means I’m ill prepared for how quickly December will arrive. J
Angel Bean is in our thoughts today and we’re going out to dinner to celebrate its life as well as the life of the baby growing inside me.
